reservations..

hate the feeling of having doubts about someone close to you, like a close friend who have shared a certain extend of secrets only to know that the person blabbed it out. i also especially hate it when indirectly confronted, the person who blabbed actually feign ignorance. to this i can only say, sometimes the truth has already been uncovered, trying to deny it only proves that you have failed the test. Sometimes, i have a feeling that people think i am dumb...maybe i am, but only to a certain extend...try me and there goes a certain thing we used to call friendship...

Alex msned me today to wish me happy birthday in advance coz he'd be in China on the 18th...so sweet that he remembered...i'm touched. Alex is also another good friend whom i have known since Pre U days. Though we lost touch, we managed to get in touch again...haha...i guess that's how life sneaks surprises on us..

what's the process of decontaminating a pool? I can only think of draining the water, washing the pool and then refilling it...hmm...no? The condo pool is still in the midst of being decontaminated...but, it's still filled with water. Doubt i'd ever splash in again...not for god knows how long..the thought of it, quite disgusting right? Would you?

looks like i'd be purchasing the phone this weekend...i should take a pic of all the gadgets that i have gotten recently...sheesh...becoming a tech geek...no more clothes for this whole month man..

going paulanuers tomorrow evening with colleagues..hmm..first time ever...seems like fun...we'll see how it goes..

thurs at Bala...hopefully it's not just ET and me...the boys seem to be busy or that it's just too early to decide.. i guess it's really dependent on the day's mood. Sometimes, the craving for beer is too freaking strong that one will just do injustice to oneself if the thirst is not being quenched. I do hope that they are in the 'i need WD mood'..haha...

fri's karaoke with the sweet young gals who used to be my support team.. having flown them aeroplane last friday, i'd do my best to stay longer...heh...

it's been raining this morning...a reflection of my mood somehow...grey for the moment, sunny the other...then partially cool and now...totally tired...need to rest...sighz...