what a way to end the week. was on mc. bad throat. long week at work. either went early or stayed late. been skipping going out for lunch. not sure if i'm too swamped or just plain lazy...
the week ended on a bad note...actually it has not ended. another two more days to go...oh as i was saying, it ended on a bad note...i was entirely pissed...black face and all...it's me to keep quiet and not blow up at people when i am pissed...i'm lousy at arguing with people and yes i am a sore loser...i will feel even worse if i lose an argument...oh whatever, i was angry with myself for not saying NO to work i should not be doing. Sometimes, i just wonder why incompetent people can end up in high positions...go through their work not knowing what they are doing...they stumble, yet they get away with it...darn...it's unfair...
yet perhaps it's me...i just want to be perfect...everything i do, i want it to be my best shot...i mean important things that is...if not...i really cannot be bothered...actually, i don't understand why i cannot take a bo chap attitude to certain things in life...i thought there are times when i am at that mode...yet it seems like i have yet to reach there...another point to ponder...yah...i must...it's best not to be a good person at all times...do something nasty in the right way...people will leave you out of it...this i must learn...and this i will..
it's a week of major changes and decisions for friends around me...what surprises me lately is my ability to churn out immediate analysis of certain situations and provide advice for them...i have been out of that mode for god knows how long...my brain was in a stand still for the longest of time...now i am glad it's starting to have some circuit connections...good...but i want it to go faster.
looking forward to Sunday...going for a Star Wars roadshow...my 2nd Star Wars event...the first was 'The ART OF STAR WARS' exhibition in Science Centre. Went with Ed, but had only 15 mins to tour the display...very rush...sighz...if only i had not waited for so long...then it would have been a good trip...sometimes, somethings, some people...really...unnecessary to wait as they dont even appreciate...so what's the point...anyhow...yah back to sunday...going for the roadshow with camera. Will be going with Ed and Sebas. Infoed Boon and Nigel, dont know if they will be going. After the roadshow, since we are all going to bring cams, Ed and Sebas with their ahem SLRs and me with my exlim, we'd be going on a photo taking trip. Destination: unknown. We will see how it goes. May not happen anyway...
I hope next week will be a better week...maybe surprises..i love surprises...that's what make life interesting...
till the next mood blog...
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